Bad day...

I am having a really bad day today. I think it's becasue I don't have much to do and everything is catching up with me. By everything I mean my emotions. I haven't really delt with the events that have taken place in the last couple of months. I have just kept busy with projects, work and staying around people. It's the first day that I have really spent alone. I have gotten down on my knees to ask the Lord for the strength to go about my day and put the past behind me. I think at this point I just need to relax and let what I need to express come out nautrally. I guess it's not bad to spend a day crying. It's just hard for me not to be able to pin point what the problem is. I have a need to label everything that pertains to me. I guess I just have to suck it up on this one. I know that I am loved and very blessed, so I will just let go.